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I've been feeling the baby move a lot more over the last few weeks. It's really sweet. Levi & Katie have got to feel him/her too. Just incase you hear me say "he" it's because I get tired of saying he/her. It is not because I have a hunch that there's a little boy in my belly or that I had a secret tell-tale ultrasound. : )

This is a picture of a baby/momma at 6 months (I'm a little over).

I had a really good conversation with my dad a few days ago. It always helps me to talk about Amy and the process of emotions that I'm going through with someone I can have a long, honest talk with. I feel like I'm still working through the reality that she's gone, and it's slower for me because I'm away from home. At the same time, the Lord knows this, and it I feel like it may just be grace that is allowing me to move at this slower pace, especially because I'm pregnant.

Levi came home tonight early!! MS "outpouring" services have been going on for over a week now and Levi's been responsible for the daily update videos, which means daily shooting and editing on top of his normal shooting and editing for the weekly tv show (GodTV). Sigh.
It's been really good but I can tell he's getting tired from working something like 12 hour days. Like Rick said tonight, we still have earthly bodies. We're not in heaven yet!
I've had a lot of peace and grace over the last week+ to go to some of the meetings and stay home other times. That's been amazing (to not feel stressed or pressured or striving).
But back to Levi. I love Levi. He's amazing. And it's so sweet to have him home for the evening.

My really lovely friend Cathy is here for a few days!! Her "babies" John (2) and Halle (4) have kept Isaiah gleefully occupied. He wakes up from his nap today looking for them, and then pointed to them excitedly when he sees them, looking at me like, "Look mom! My pals!" It is super cute. : )

I bought my first batch of organic onesies and am working on some designs for a line within featherstitch called "baby leafos." It's going to be super cute and I can't wait to post sales on Etsy.

the...end. : ) Goodnight.